When I was dead...

There was a time when I didn't feel like I was alive...

I went to class...but felt nothing...

I wore my nice clothes but didn't feel anything...

I got good grades in my classes but didn't feel anything...

I laughed but didn't feel anything...

the sun was out but I couln't see it or enjoy it...

when I took a walk at night...I couldn't look at the stars and appreciate their beauty...

everytime I talked to God I was weeping...

everybody else seemed so alive and I wasn't ...

but someday in late October...God freed me...

the next day when I walked out of my room to my class...

I saw the sun...and the day was beautiful.

I could feel myself. I smiled from within...

I remember that my status update for that day was "God Anwers Prayer".

I couldn't stop thanking God!!! I was so happy and so free!!!

When I took a walk that night...I saw the stars...

and I just cried coz God had heard my cry...

He had literally taken all my worries away...when I "cast all my cares on Him.."

Now I'm able to live...to smile...oh to LAUGH...and be fearless...

*tears*

God's been good to me...

I trust HIM...

I love Him...