Monday, October 27, 2008

Monster in my head


His wretched claws grapple at me

they hold me back, my joy and I don’t meet.

His stare is vicious and clear

my little soul trembles in fear.

The stink of his filthy breath

drugs me till I lose strength.

For wherever I go behind me he remains,

my way to progress with his words he darkens.


For years hand in hand we walked,

of his sting and snare I had not heard.

In lack of knowledge,

and with a heart so naïve

I hugged him,

I cuddled with him

and yes, in close contact,

I held tight my own opponent.


How was I to know?

‘Cause to know I needed to grow.

And now that I’ve grown

with my whole heart I have sworn

not to look back

nor take one step back

to the rival who has had his claws on my skull

and his untrue and deceitful tales

hammering in my head.


No longer will he enter,

for now I know he is a hater

who only wants to tear down,

and then in an wicked laugh look down

on a soul that his own hand

has in disguise damaged.

27 Oct. 2008

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